I'm over her I'm sure I am, but I'm still lonely of course. I'v come to the realization that I need to put her behind me,
and not just her but the past and all the pain I've been carrying around with me for so long. I need to move ahead, I need
to get better, need to be better than I was before. Only I can do that for myself, I thought she could, but that's something I have to do.