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chriskronen
chris kronen
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
I have an obsession with beauty. Creating beauty,inspiring beauty and finding beauty in the everyday world. I use many different mediums to express myself and to create beauty. Whether it be photography,music,writing,video editing or digital art.
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A child, alone, afraid, still so naive. Trapped in a hole, shrouded in darkness. He built a shell around himself as well, it's thick and opaque, it keeps everyone on the outside. They try to peer in but can't make any sense of him. Even if they climb down into the hole, even if they bask and bathe in the darkness he's surrounded by, they still can't see him. They can't see through his defenses. He's afraid of what they might see buried with in his still bleeding and scarred heart. Every once in awhile some light from the surface will make it's way to him, but it's just a lie. It's futile to get his hopes up, it's just an illusion. A lie his mind made up to comfort him, and then as soon as he's felt the warmth of the sun on his face it's gone. He's alone again, empty and afraid. Despite this he carries on, because even in his desiccated and corrupted heart, there's still a sliver of hope lodged deep inside. Maybe that hope will one day blossom, like a beautiful flower. Turning the darkness in his heart to light, and mending his wounds. For now it's easier to push everyone away than to have to feel anything or explain to others how he feels. He rather be numb, and immerse himself in pleasure. He tries to drown his sorrows, but they're resilient. He only manages to numb them for awhile.

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Ólafur Arnalds
I once thought our love was unconditional.
I saw the darkness and the scars you wore and I accepted you for what you were,
and you embraced me with open arms despite my dark, noisy and twisted mind.

You changed though, you became something else. You found a way to live with your scars, and embrace the light.
My darkness was too much for you, so you said goodbye.
You left me here in the dark,  with all the screaming voices in my head. My heart and soul empty without you to occupy them.

I'm trying my best to fill that hole in my heart, the one you left when you went away.
My heart was empty before I met you and then you filled it.
Maybe some day I can fill my heart on my own, but right now I'm just alone.

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BlueCaroline Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Merci beaucoup for the favs, Chris!

Bunny Emoji-09 (Heart) [V1] 
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chabbix Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Thanks for faving "Flying with the birds..." :hug:

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acIrmo Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: :)
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svoidist Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks so much for faving Prowl in peril
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LidiaVives Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2014  Professional Photographer

thx for the fav!! :D <3


if you like my work you can follow me on facebook: www.facebook.com/lidiavivespho…

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ivoturk Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks a lot for the fav!
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Liadain88 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you so much for the FAVE! :)
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Dahlia-Aubrey Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014  Student Photographer
Thanks so much for the fave!! :D :D :D
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NestorPriest Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Student General Artist
thanks for the faves!
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Lil-miss-galaxy Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fave 
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